Its my Life.Colour it.

2004-12-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

i think its about time...

i think i don wan torture myself anymore... lets end it once and for all...although its a 100% failure... i still wan to try... then i will leave... don wan to see and remind myself again... bye peeps i will miss u all..

this blog will end soon too.

2004-12-19T23:30:00.000+08:00

Missing*In*Action

wahhhh very long no see u guyz le.... Tas peeps...miss me not... kinda busy.. and some activities... either not informed or busy or not confirmed by council whether can go anot.... so... missing for quite sometime...dono whether u all will forget me anot...

muahhahaha i went to some dinner and go style my hair in toilet... like dam nice then i take pic... the pic DAMN FUNNY...SEE SEE

2004-12-19T13:50:00.000+08:00

scary...

yesterdae after my ground school lesson... i went home wif a fren... on the way back... at woodlands mrt station... i went to top up my ezlink and he went to the toilet... then i go find him... and got this ah pek look straight into my eyes and smile... for at least 5 secs b4 i quickly go in the toilet... tot he might noe me or wat... then canot find my fren... i go out and the ah pek look and smile at me again... then like wan to approach me.. damn scare i quickly walk away then he folo me... then stand at one corner smile at me... wtf man... this is the fourth time got ah pek folo me... arghzz then i pang seh my fren and faster take train go home....

2004-12-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

12 days no blog le..

sch start le... timetable packed again... only wed 3pm finish and thurs 1pm starts.... the rest office hours again... then after wed 3pm and b4 thurs 1pm... i go flying club... so my panda eyes will never be cured...

oh my IS class... got ppl i like and ppl i dislike... fark.. hope he kana kick out of sch... asshole!

no news from Tas... they busy nurturing new batch of councils...

oh... the trip to haw par villa.... really no time sia...sorry sorry..

YFC... graded high average... forgot is get 5/7 or 5/8 marks... i only remmeber its a 5 i got..

oh ya... recently hooked on morning musume mtv... super like them now... help me look out for their posters!! especially takahashi ai!!

2004-12-04T22:20:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy!!!

Once after da anniversary nite... tas went for outing... sentosa!!
ok.. me daren dora teresa pok dan alex sharon gou zhen khairi and travis altogether.
the previous nite b4 sentosa, i was at daren house.

at daren house, we both logged in our msn... then daren used the wrong account to msg guo zhen to imform him wat time to go sentosa... he damn blur... don even noe daren writing style.. and even said one very funny sentence when we use daren account to bluff him... "no lo.. u are the one who dono who is our singapore vice president.." LOLZ DAMN FUNNY WE LUFF UNTIL PENG!! SINGAPORE DON HAVE VICE PRESIDENT LO!!

next next morning... we late wakey... so i went home to pack... daren meet dora and teresa to makan... reach sentosa.. play play play... got one part... daren and khairi almost drown... haizzz daren buey zai la... lucky tas president saves the day... *claps* for alex..then at nite go home..

the next dae...

morning went for youth flying club... late... sibei sianz... kana tiao by the instructor... then fly... muz remember buildings... so hard... then blur all the way.... jialat...

after tat went causeway point to meet daren dan and gou zhen... then walk walk abit go gou zhen house play... damn big.. 6 rooms flat.. his bro also very cute.. we tawn at his house... then suddenly daren say something damn stunning... i huh very long.. then ask him repeat.. "i think hor.. **** like dora" OMG its a ger lo... possible a lesbian case. then we discuss discuss.... got some evidences...

another next dae...

went for yfc again... ground lesson... play com play 4 hrs.. then go home... sch starting liao... sibei sianz....

2004-11-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

Anniversary Nite Part1

the previous dae, went for yfc.. damn tired... slp until afternoon.. then wake up.. sharon ask me faster come...

ok it was raining hard.to save money.. took 157 to bukit timah shopping center there then walk to sch backdoor... enduring the rain, i walk my way up the "slope" to the backdoor.. just few steps b4 the door.. i wanna cry.. it was locked.. sianed,i reversed and walk towards the kismis and enter through there... when crossing the over head bridge i was so scare.. of lightning.. it seems like i was the highest there with my spiky hair standing straight up... darting across the bridge, i was thinking if i die now, what are my worries.. my family my girl.

ok upon the alumni function room, kinda surprise to see everything was set up already. seems like i indeed did nothing to the subcom.choosing me into subcom was a bad choice after all. then everyone went off to take your formal clothes, leaving me behind to look after the things.. then dora came in wif full attire.. attractive sia... then i also go change.. hmm not bad.. i ownself also think i shuai. LOLZ. nvm la my own blog i bhb abit.

part 2

event started... i helped out by ushering.. giving out things... mingle wif guests... hope it helps... event quite ok... it seems like last min of panicking and helping each other build the strongest bond. oh and the deejay.. i dedicate song.. like no body hear him at all... k nothing special then.. oh ya.. tian yin promised to come also put my aeroplane.. ok then event ended... so mixed feelings... happy and sad.

part 3

subcom is no more, no stress. subcom is no more, no much chances to come together too.
we all went back to the meeting room. the debrief starts. i just sat there. looking down. not speaking my mind at all. sharon saying "good job" yet complain so much. saying next time next time, there will be not next time! saying we do other ppl job too much. she asked me to help szewei one lo.. somemore location she keep changing... as if i really have the final say.. its her show actually. keep changing location, my planning has to be aborted. then each of us had to give feedback all this. the PROs commented tat some ppl are not forking out money to help. i kept thinking... "izzit me? izzit me? if me just say my name!" i cant help thinking. after all i only forked out around $45. its not tat i am selfish or wat. to think tat i got no allowance, my mom working so hard to get $1100 a month, my school fees, my dad retrenched, my bro going into poly soon, and my youngest bro is not in a normal school. haizz.. suit them. then until AD, he said tat we bear grudges all this and even said the fark word.

part 4

we went to the alameen to makan. me and ah pok was walking infront, toking about wat happened during debrief.. and toking about youth flying club..seems like he got the same passion... pok u got chance one.. jiayou.. then reach there.. decided to smile. since its our last. then i went on disturbing ppl . i look at travis and stick my touch our and wet my lips.. like seducing him.. lolz... his respond is just okok la.. then i proceed to dan.. same respond.. then i told auf and teresa to watch.. i show it to alex... he responded wif his tongue out too lolz.. then lastly to szewei.. LOLZ IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY... he give tat sha xiao.. silly smile... LOLZ DAMN FUNNY SIA! then after some time i went on the second disturb. i use my leg and secude travis... same respond.. noting speicall.. then my leg very hard to stretch to other ppl... i ask auf to make ah pok... while i prepare my video cam fone.. hohoho ITS DAM FUNNY TOO!! who wanna see can ask me lend u see dat clip in da fone..then pok took my luvgety foto to see.. passing around.. me and siaoying pic... aiya its just a luvgety pic lo.. i took 2 luvgety b4 only... first one stolen along in the wallet... second on this one lo... somemore i also turn the back face up.. y they still misunderstand sia..

just after we paid for the food, iask AD izzit me he refering to. he said everyone including me.. then i tot.. nvm since now also ok liao..then me pok and dan walk infront to talk again... until we went back... alex auf pok sharon teresa daren and ad stay in clubhouse to play dai dee... dan szewei and travis watch incredibles... jiayi aizhi and dora slp.. me play laptop.. sianz until i go read on ghosts to try scare myself... read on end of the world stuffs like wat happen after sun die... crapz.. then help her cover blanket.. sat there until morning.... until they all wake then i go... after all.. there no ppl to look after the things... and girls slping outside i also worry... then after tat go home slp!!

subcommers

Jeff
although u went to india, but during the meetings... can tell u are one nice guy... can discuss thigns wif u one... nothing much i guess..

Sharon
sharon... seems like u are the one running the show, the one controlling and the one complaining... hopes tat after subcom u don behave like chairperson liao!! outside of subcom u are still one nice person.

Travis
hmm very hardworking... writing down everyting we said.. always the earliest.. and did a great job during the event.

Daren
haizz.. although u did a great job on the event also... i still think u put too much time on other things.. like initiald and stuffs... i think u overlook some of the most important things... u once said auf and me was your buddy in np... but think... are u really tat close to us? i certainly hope u are.

Auf
a very very gentle guy.. responsible to his work. hope can go your house tawn again..

teresa
not very close to u.. although got misunderstanding... budden hope tats all over... =) peace!

dora
hmm i think if u piss wif something... just say out lo... ignoring ppl and giving a black face is not gonna help. ppl dono wat u thinking. don always piss wif small things also... your smile look nicer though hehehehe.

szewei
did quite alot... althought tat fork stuck in his ass kid is not here... nice temper also..

jiayi
loud and unreasonable. rated crazy ger.

dan
although starting u seems quiet... budden actually u very power... muz let sharon noe u power one ma!!

pok
happy go lucky. gd fren to tell secrets.

aizhi
although dono u well also... budden hope to see ya around

wilson
power. rated power becos u can stand a crazy ger as gf.

ad
hmm nothing much.. i also dono wat u actually did.

2004-11-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

OG shopping

hohoho went to OG in bugis to gai gai.... hmm never underestimate the the tenacity of women. they can shop for very long time without buying anything. walk until i so tired sia... nevertheless..it was fun...

Youth Flying Club.. second lesson

Todae early in the morning go to yfc.. take exam.. hoho i copy like no body business... then had our safety lesson... hmm.. so excited.. tuesdae i will start flying liao... one to one wif instructor.. i kana posted to instructor Siva.. heard that he is gd budden he give low grades... met shi liang at there... he also kana Siva... true enuff his grades all just pass... jialat liao jialat liao... my pilot career like fading away... muz go lot1 play the jap airline arcade game liao... daren wan go anot... i fly my plane u drive your initiald... muahhahahaha!

tml is the anniversary nite for tas

finally the nite is here... its not tat i looking forward to the nite... its tat i looking forward to having lesser responsiblity... budden i will miss my subcommers...

2004-11-23T14:24:00.000+08:00

visit to auf house and aishah house.

12.30,woke up by khairi. asked me to meet at paya lebar at 1.30... and obviously i was late and i went there myself. reached his house, din expect so many ppl. all from tas but cant expect everyone of them to put a smile on me. hmm whenever "TIA" situation happens, i will just be very quiet... and tat day happen to be TIA. nvm then just stay there... rot.. nothing to do... until evening.. went to northpoint to get aishah a present... me pok szewei and kevin bought one pooh bor kia for her.. which is pooh bear's wife's son. if u noe hokkien u will noe wats pooh bor kia... and also celebrated francis bdae... so nice... i don think anyone will remember mine. ok then reach aishah house... watch badboyz2 then after show end we go liao... then in the train,pok ad and me tok cock tok cock... hmm ad and pok can be trusted!

tas again... vexed

anniversary nite is coming... and i don really wans to bother about it... just feel so down.. and tasic... finally see councils' true c0lour.. making me somehow feel so strange so faraway from tas family. after some of the tasic quarreling or such... i already don feel like going near the club house. not wanting to see some ppl. i think i just be a ghost member like wat yong liang did... aiya.. got one big problem in my mind... still pending.. this will decide my lifestyle my fate in poly.. socialable or loner.. flirt or nerd.. enjoy or rot..

2004-11-20T19:41:00.000+08:00

Youth Flying Club Orientation Part II

hohoho... whole nite canot slp... turn here turn there still canot slp... until 6.30am... get up.. bathe.. wear yfc polotee then go and meet weichee..

hmm then 8.15 reach the seletar gate.. lucky got one instructor horn us ask us get on his car... haha free ride.. if not we sure late.. then reach liao start orientation... noe about wat to do b4 training and after flight muz do wat..until 12.30... my theory instructor is the stupid Preetwant Singh.... attitude kia..

hmm then 1pm my parents reach... to attend the YFC Parents'dae.. haha they get to ride the joyride... FREE!! lolz..while they are having the ride.. i have my FIRST GROUND SCHOOL LESSON!!

FIRST GROUND SCHOOL LESSON...POWER!
This lesson is the most powerful lesson i ever attended. 1 1/2 hr of lesson, taught 42 pages. and next week FIRST EXAM... POWER RITE!! muahhahahaa GANBATTE!

2004-11-17T03:46:00.000+08:00

maple story.

muahhaa play online... muz play wif frens then fun.... jayzrox is me....obijie is jieling... hahha see this.... we had fun!!!

first pic!!

second pic!!

2004-11-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

reunion!!

hohoho i went back to Wan Hao Xuan... my ex-working place.. visit moi excolleagues... and those we took care of me!! alot of them left.. the most chio also left le..

yea.. and my godma also my excolleague.. decided to visit her kids on mondae evening... muahhaa she told me her kids miss me alot hahhaha...hmm oh and one more guy will meet me at newton cc bball court.. on tuesdae.. muahaha so long no play wif him le... anyone wanna come along? play bball then i intro u moi colleague!!

2004-11-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

exams results...
congrats if u get gd grades, don be discouraged if u need to repeat k...

MODULE CREDIT
UNIT GRADE ATTEMPT REMARKS
APPLIED MECHANICS STATICS 6.00 C 1
ELECTRICAL TECHNOLOGY & ELECTRONICS 5.00 D 1
ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 1 5.00 B 1
INDIVIDUAL AND THE COMMUNITY 2.00 C 1
INTRODUCTION TO AEROSPACE TECHNOLOGY 3.00 C 1
MANUFACTURING TECHNOLOGY & PRACTICE 3.00 B 1
ORAL COMMUNICATION 2.00 C+ 1
SPORTS AND WELLNESS 2.00 PX 1

2004-11-11T15:44:00.000+08:00

anonymous taggers...plz kindly put your name.

lately there seems to be more and more anonymous taggers... some give constructive comments...some just plain nonsense. hope u can put your real name. it does not matter if i noe u. thx thx

this few daes too zou bo le..

sat went for youth flying club orientation. the GM is nice. the OM is nice. the instructor is fark.just come in only... "greeting your instructor is plain courteous" sarcastic rite... then sit on the table act cool.. then ask if we wan print or buy the notes... then he say u all mice ah canot tok ah... then got one guy say he no printer... tat ass say "why? no printer? my problem?" fark rite... hope my flight training instructor not him... so attitude..

2004-11-06T01:56:00.000+08:00

Paranormal investigations by TAS members

Finally... The Adventure Seekers got adventure to seek... our target to investiagate, Haw Par Villa (Tiger Plam Garden)Any interested parties!!???

The place will be open from 9am to 7pm
Hmm visit the 10 stages of hell, human-like statues, the bleeding benches, the abandoned statues at the secret backyard, and the abandoned mansions beside haw par villa.

blue cap boy.story behind it.ask me.
the backyard
abandoned mansion
bleeding bench

The Legend of Hell

Here goes the legend about the 10 Courts of Hell.

Buddhists believe that reincarnation is a form of reward a retribution on their journey to Nirvana. The Ten Courts of Hell are purgatory where a person is sent to be punished for the sins and misdeeds of their past life. A sinner must go through all Ten Courts and in the tenth, final judgment will determine his form of reincarnation.

The legend of the Ten Courts of Hell tells of the punishment that await sinners after their death but before reincarnation is determined. The sinner is sent to 'hell' where he will be tormented by demonic-looking 'Yama attendants' for the misdeeds he has committed in his past life.

In purgatory, the Ten Courts of Hell are a labyrinth of infernal dungeons, each presided over by a judge who is known as the 'President' and a Registrar of Life and Death. The Presidents are recognized by their long black beards and square flat hats from which hang strings of beads. Registrars record the details of the punishment and hold a brush and set of documents.

The sinner will go through nine courts before judgment is finally reached. In each of the nine courts, he is punished for the particular sin that he has committed.

In the First Court of Hell, the virtuous are led over a golden bridge to paradise. The silver bridge to paradise is for those whose good deeds during their life outweighed the bad. Evil doers - the ones we have really come to see - are sent to repent before the Mirror of Retribution (where all their past sins are revealed to them) and then taken to a court of hell for punishment.

First Court of Hell

Crime Punishment
Violating the code of filial piety Put under heavy slabs and boulders or squeezed in the middle of the grinder

Second Court of Hell

Crime Punishment
Gossiping Having your tongue pierced
Stealing Made to kneel on steel granules
Wickedness Boiled in a cauldron, disemboweled, and put in a volcanic chamber

Third Court of Hell

Crime Punishment
Corruption and greed Handcuffed and beaten
Disobedience and disrespect to elders Have your ribs pierced, body grilled, your lungs, heart, liver, intestines and eyes torn out
Violating and state a Confucian principles or being an unjust official Have your heart removed, knees crushed and face scraped by a mental instrument

Fourth Court of Hell

Crime Punishment
General Sins Hurled into a torrential river, made to kneel on bamboo spikes, boiled in oil, head struck open
Cheating or evading income taxes Drowned under a heavy stone
Stealing Have your hands sawn off
Breaking promises have your lips split

Fifth Court of Hell

Crime Punishment
Cruelty to animals and friends Have your heart torn out with hooks or thrown onto protruding swords

In this Sixth Court of Hell, those who have already been punished but are still unrepentant, are punished further. This includes all crimes against any deity or Buddha or breaking any Buddhist or Confucian laws.

Sixth Court of Hell

Crime Punishment
Stealing from temples committing blasphemy Made to kneel on iron nails, sawn in two, gnawed by rats
Killing animals Have your body chopped in half

Seventh Court of Hell

Crime Punishment
Rebelling against authorities Torn apart by dogs
Spreading false rumours Have your tongue pulled out
Using drugs, causing quarrels Thrown into a pot of boiling water

Eighth Court of Hell

Crime Punishment
Committing crimes against Confucianism and operating houses for immoral purposes Crushed under carriage wheels, sliced, disemboweled, struck by lighting, and having tongues, arms and legs cut off

Ninth Court of Hell

Crime Punishment
Smuggling, committing arson Attacked by snakes, stung by bees, tortured or trafficking drugs in boiling oil
Writing or painting erotic literature or scenes Flattened between two planks, have your head crushed in an iron ring, skull steamed, bones scraped and tendons pulled out

In the Tenth Court of Hell, the President passes his final judgment and the sinner goes through one of the seven-ways in the Wheel of Reincarnation. Shaped like a wheel, wind and clouds billow out from the circle in the centre and the six other circles surrounding it. Depending on the sinner's past life, he will enter a particular way which will determine how he will be reborn.

Tenth Court of Hell

The sinner will be reincarnated as:
First Way Wealthy and powerful human
Second Way Birds
Third Way Farmers and labourers
Fourth Way Working class folk
Fifth Way Dragons, fish, crabs, insects or sea creatures
Sixth Way Lions, tigers, horses, deer, elephant or other four-legged animals
Seventh Way Poor, lonely and the destitue

2004-11-05T03:24:00.000+08:00

Aries in Love
March 21-April 19
) 2001 Linda Rankin

Aries is the cardinal-fire sign which translates into life loving and highly energized and this describes their needs concerning love as well. As a partner they make life exciting, albeit occasionally tiring, and you cannot help but feel rather joyful and light hearted when you're in their company. It's that blend of innocence (the lamb) with pure power (the ram) that is so captivating about an Aries mate. They don't understand the meaning of the word routine, however, and boredom is the number one killer of Aries romances. Aries loves as boldly and as strongly as it experiences life. From sports to personal challenges Aries are usually not happy unless they are moving after something. With Mars as their ruling planet oftentimes their entire lives are about channeling and putting that immense power to work for them. It's not uncommon to find an Aries firmly committed to a long term volatile arrangement that leaves those around them wondering why they would stay. The truth is they often thrive on that kind of intensity and it can do far less damage than existing within a relationship that has grown routine and stagnant.
When an Aries loves they LOVE. The partner is hoisted up onto a pedestal whether they want to be there or not and they become a treasure to be protected and guarded passionately. The love of an Aries life often becomes the driving motivation for their challenging goals and the phrase, "I did this for YOU" is one heard in many of the best Aries relationships.

Aries Sexuality: An Aries sexuality is driven, powerful and almost a feat of showmanship when they are truly captivated. Since Aries tend to be action/goal oriented sex can become a series of higher plateaus involving anything their fertile imaginations can conjure up. Aries are the zodiac show-off and the bedroom isn't excluded from their dramatic and captivating ability to get partners undivided attention. The more appreciated they feel the more they invest in their lovemaking and private boundaries exist only to give an Aries something to leap over. Marathons of passion, spontaneous liaisons in the most unexpected places and inexhaustible stamina are all part of the Aries basic sexual make-up.

The long term story: Lots of pampering and a lot of attention is needed with an Aries lover as they thrive on feeling they are number one in your life. They love to do the initial chasing and are usually not attracted to being chased but once their heart is given you can't ever over-do your displays of affection. While they can be jealous and possessive you cannot show the same qualities and any kind of clinging is a sure fire way to drive them into new pastures. Under all the Aries bravado and show is actually a rather innocent child who simply wants to explore the wonderful world around them and to be appreciated. The more encouraged they are in either area the more exuberant they become.

Positive Traits in Love: Exuberance, expressiveness, passion, generosity, adoration, protectiveness, adventuress, fun loving, creative and energized lovemaking, and devotion.

Negative traits: Temperamental, jealous, possessive, ego oriented, inconsiderate, reckless, fickle

What an Aries likes:
Being number one, A positive attitude, A life loving comrade, A. partner who has style or a 'look', Being Seen Getting gifts, Loyalty, Being active together. Romance and dazzle.

What an Aries Dislikes:
Being bored, Being chased, Sloppiness in a mate, Criticism, Anything mundane, Feeling unappreciated, Feeling inferior, Losing, Having to repeat things. Displays of insecurity.

Aries Love Keywords:
Dramatic, romantic, original, passionate, energized, creative, spontaneous.

2004-11-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

haizzzz

Todae went to brasbasah complex shopping... buy liao go bugis walk walk... walk until 8 go home watch tv... then send many ppl the "best techno ever"... u wan can msg me.. then msn chat...

chat until the topic "tasic" again. i no money carry on. i no passion to carry on. their attitude are discouraging me to carry on.
ok fine i quit i am a loser. don tell me to prove u guyz wrong. i noe my own potential. i noe wat i am made of. i see no point of proving it to u guyz. realise my potential and make use of me. if not too bad.

after those few trainings...i noe wat tasic is really like. i don wan to have conflicts wif councils.. i rather remain as frenz... not instructor and trainee.
if u those councils are somebody else, i would have point the finger and walk off. its becos i don wan to spoil the frenship. leave it as it be.

2004-11-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

overnite stay at auf's house

i spent 2 daes in auf house wif auf daren and khairi... muahhaa... majiam free chalet wif big big tv.. nice nice sofa... Xbox... and laptops..

at first.. we watched chinese ghost show... damn funny.. we luff until peng... then after tat.. we watch talking cock.. then go eat breakfast wif auf and khairi... omg geyland serai area is damn dirty.. and smelly... sux sia... go back play xbox until morning then slp... slp until 2+...then play xbox.. then slp.. then skip tasic.. i hate tasic. hmm then we play until we decided to stay for one more nite... omg daren and i joined them in fasting... actually quite easy if no sports.. play game time pass very fast.. then at nite play dai dee... then watch the wooohooo show... ren wo ao you.. the swimming one... muahhaha yandaos and babes.. then watch the zong yi da ge da... then after tat go makan breakfast again... then go back bathe makan... watch some clips from my laptop... my laptop alot nonsense clips damn funny muahha.. then after tat they go slp liao.. next morning.. early early muz wake up go subcom meeting... waste time.. go there do nothing.. play bball then go home..

hope next time all of da tas gang go auf house play muahhahaha!!

2004-10-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

happened to ask myself this... wat about u..??

why join tas?
becos i was dragged in. the people makes me stay.

why join subcom?
kind of regret. sorry if i dragged any of u in. wanted to create chances but too bad i blew it.

why join tasic?
.frenz.certz.

if happen to quit tasic...wat would be the reason?
no money... hate the attitude

if happen to quit tas... wat would be the reason?
to avoiding seeing certain ppl..

wat about u??

2004-10-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

3 sleeping beauties of Mt. kinaswagu....

yongliang...

Dora...

Daren...

oh and... ppl pay $6.50 is to watch $6.50 show...... daren spend $6.50 and watch only 50cents of the show.....

2004-10-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

Outrace 2004

Haizzzzz... piah le one whole nite... get second only... hmmm nvm at least we had fun...

On da first dae... we get the first clue... so easy... we took bus to clementi.. muahhaha who say canot... then reach there.. search for the second clue... got one grp damn stupid... found our clue then act blur... act until sooooooo fake... then i go uncover his attempt to hide our clue... took da second clue... hmm ok la quite easy... either east coast or west coast park.. so nearer.. go west coast de... correct hahaha... budden this time we walk... walk to ginza plaza.. go in shopping.. then carry on da journey... reach there... make the stupid knot... ahhhhhh lucky got ppl help me make.. then i cook noodles for them... then got one pig... sibei gao jia.. one person eat 3 packets of instant noodles... still say not full... oh and the funny part is... dora say got lao shu someweh behind... then yongliang says "its not lao shu, its rat." then i ask him "so rat in chinese call wat?" yongliang deserves the froggy title..then we tok tok tok then next dae le..

second dae.. get clue... hmm lucky got one smart kid in da grp... think of da place... cold storage jelita... walk there again... then i found the clue again... so dumb.. always put behind dustbin... then next stop st margaret sec sch... the councils hide behind some place... dumb rite... suppose to let us guess the clue.. in the end go hide... then give us riddle.. if give up muz wait for 1/2 hr then can carry on... "why monkey canot climb tree?"
if u think for half an hour... and they tell u "all monkeys can climb tree so how can u find a monkey which canot climb tree?" u feel like whacking them anot??
get clue... next stop... mandai zoo... took bus.. reach there.. the council slping at one wulu place... power.. then suppose to play chinese chess wif him... dono he careless or put water... i settle him in 5 mins... found clue... next stop, lim chu kang ghost town. reach there... damn wulu... really like ghost town... budden is the special squad training place... found nothing at all... sianz.. then fone organiser... they ask us go ntu.. then ntu liao go back ngee ann... tats all for my grp outrace...

haizzz dora lost her watch... i also feel sianz sia... give her bday present also canot cheer her up.. dono wat to do..

tas got a new bball team... yea... jersey no. alex3 dora4 dan5 empty6 me7 pok8 sharon9 empty10 daren11 sisi12 yongliang13 empty14 empty15... if u are from tas and u wanna join... contact us!!!

2004-10-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To Dora~~~~

Happy birthday to u~~~~~~~~
Happy birthday to u~~~~~~~~
Happy birthday to DoRa~~~~~
Happy birthday to u~~~~~~~~

祝你生日快乐~~
祝你生日快乐~~
祝美珊生日快乐~~
祝你生日快乐~~

2004-10-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

given up my last exam...

haizzz... i am not revising them.. i am learning by myself... learning 9 chapters all by myself... possible in one dae? don think so... i think i take this module next semester then... haizzz forget it... unless i really so heng...

nvm btw saw this pic... damn funny...

2004-10-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

Mt Kinaswagu...

Once upon a time, there is this tortoise living up at the peak of Mt Kinaswagu. He does not know how to spell his President's name, does not know who are the current Prime minister, Senior minister and the minister mentor. The only thing he is good at is Initial D. Oh, did i mention about our dear Daren Chong's neighbour??

Just at the valley beside Mt kinaswagu, there is this old little well. There live a little frog who knows little of the world and claimed that he know alot. This male little frog has a unique name! "Everlasting brightness" "Yong Liang" (kinda crap)...
And what makes him the frog????

Yong Liang:" Pluto is a Star."
Weijie:" No lo."
Yong Liang:" Please, All planets are Stars. Wanna bet??"
Weijie:" ok i bet my whole fortune that they are not."

Scientists discover facts. Yong liang creates "facts".

2004-10-18T23:49:00.000+08:00

ams exam tml...

my mom should be proud of me sia... i seldom study for exam... and i todae went mac wif zhao wei to study..

firstly... buy drinks... accidentally make zhao wei coke topple.. and hahahaaha no coke left... sorry!!then buy new drink share wif him... and change seat start studying...

after studying until very pek chek.. we went home... then hmm... got imposter use dora name to tag sia... donno which person so evil wanna distort da frenship...

finally go tell my mom about giving allowance... each week 30.. better than nothing...which means 1 month 120.... 52 on bus.. left 68.. each month tas got outing...means left 30... then each week left 7 dollars like tat... each dae 1 dollar...

2004-10-16T23:57:00.000+08:00

maths exam

fridae... first page is like so damn easy... second page is like so damn hard... managed to do it.. hahaha aerospace rox! used 1 hr to finish and leave the hall while other courses are still struggling throughout the 2 hrs paper! after tat went home... then bathe ah eat ah... then go meet up wif zhao wei and kailun to collect my IC..

after collect IC at lavender... we went to cineleisure to makan... omg we were wearing so lok cock... nvm nvm... while eating... i showed them magic... HAHAHAHA I CAN TELL KAILUN WAS STUNT BUT HE ACT LIKE NOTHING!!!!! lalallaa then ask me teach~~~
the "2 card monte" which is the 2 Qs changed to 2As one... simply RoX!! wooooooooo
cant wait to teach it to da jie..

todae...sat.. wake up.. and rot... rot rot rot.. then rot until now... haizzz sianz...

2004-10-14T01:38:00.000+08:00

street magic...

muahahhaa now i got 3 disciples...
da jie is dora..
second and third is ah pok and dan...

hahaha muz find sometime teach the da jie liao... still dono anything!!

shit sia daren tat fone... capture video clip canot play in pc one... if not show u guyz da preview!!

2004-10-12T20:22:00.000+08:00

.....

so long since i talk to her... realise tat i really need her... although i tend to ignore her when her frens are around... arghzz.... quite hard also.. nvm...
tml ask pro to teach me for the coming exams... CONCENTRATE!

2004-10-10T01:35:00.000+08:00

wahhahaha i found 2 ppl who have the same bday same me le!!! both in np!
first is peng yu hang of my class! 21.3.85
Me is 21.3.86
and third is this very cute sotong ger call carrine 21.3.87

fate sia...hahaaha.. hope u don share the same fate as me..

okok... todae rot in my room whole dae... doing NOTHING... stare lcd screen and stare ceiling...then see the date... mondae iat dateline..soon got alot of tests.. ppl bdae.. outrace...

oh haha... started on this project... make something nice from simple things... hee... to be continued!!

2004-10-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

My Blog.I type what i think. =)

Morning, went to alexander hospital wif mum dad and ah mah... dono say wat ah mah need eye laser treatment... dono.. just folo.. reach there.. wait for about 5 hrs... then finish... i sooooooooo xiao xun... after tat dad drive me to sch... drive to sch super song... rite to the sports complex... omg.. hhahaa.. SONG.. then go up for the tasic...

tasic physical training. i hate it. i am too weak for it. i admit i use mind more than i use my body. so this is hell out of training for me. no drink water whole dae... very jialat.. someone told me not to drink too much water incase of stitch... so i don drink... ahhhhhhh too thristy... and the chicken chop is making me stitch...
Instructor was unreasonable.. so i voiced out my point of view... no welfare at all...

Nite, went to KAP to tok cock.. play zong ji mi ma... tio 2 times... almost vomited the curry sauce wif raisin cake... lucky got 2 bro help me eat abit... thx daren and guo zhen.. then went home le... now hand abit shaky... too weak... i admit.

oh todae saw this person again.. the eyes so shiny... nice..

2004-10-06T02:16:00.000+08:00

I LEARNT SOMETHING NEW!!!! OMG KHAIRI!!

{q??????να87?}=Erupting Volcano! says:
lol
{q??????να87?}=Erupting Volcano! says:
u noe ah
{q??????να87?}=Erupting Volcano! says:
gal wif gd stamina is gd on bed
j?.my life is like a vacuum... its so empty and it suck. says:
how u noe
{q??????να87?}=Erupting Volcano! says:
i read an article b4
j?.my life is like a vacuum... its so empty and it suck. says:
omg
{q??????να87?}=Erupting Volcano! says:
cos dey say
{q??????να87?}=Erupting Volcano! says:
a gal hav sex
{q??????να87?}=Erupting Volcano! says:
dey require energy like dey r running
{q??????να87?}=Erupting Volcano! says:
if u dun believe me u ask ani gal
j?.my life is like a vacuum... its so empty and it suck. says:
wat sia
j?.my life is like a vacuum... its so empty and it suck. says:
u think anygal have sex b4 ah
{q??????να87?}=Erupting Volcano! says:
u ask dem do sex tired or not

2004-10-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

from my previous post... i adapted a poem from kailun blog and tis is wat he posted the next dae.....

!! copyright !
EE !!! I gonno sue mr boh wee kiat aka mr boh weijie aka mr yandao kia(Puke) .. for copy right !! my lawyer had already prepare a letter and its in his office and he will send him anytime ! prepare for the worst ! .. !! he said that if someone copyright without any offical letter to inform the owner will at least stay in jail for 5 years and fine $10000 !!! i gonno sue u !! prepare to cut botak and wipe ur arse into jail !! prepare for 10 scary rotan on ur arse !!!! i wun give chance !! no way i will give !! never !! always NEVER !!! read it !! N-E-V-E-R !!!!! .. !! ARR !!! kick u to jail !! off u go !! ARR !! read it ! mr boh !! watch out !!

This is the letter my lawyer had type..

Dear Mr Copyrighter,
i was informed that u copyright from my client and i gonno sue u and put u to jail .. hope u dun mine but if u willing to pay me 10 more bucks more then my client i will cancel the whole thing .. so if u wanna get out of all this trouble .. pay more then what my client pays me .. he pays me 500 bucks .. so if u wanna get out of this trouble pay me 510 bucks .. you hear me .. if not i gonno put ur arse into jail .. i promise !! And .. if u wanna pay me .. i won't meet u .. pass to my client .. and he will pass me .. !! He promise too .. !! thanks for the trouble.. =)

2004-10-05T01:25:00.004+08:00

Only Obstacles shows who is true brudders...

THX ZHAOWEI!! thx daren yongliang kailun and my uncle... hahahah xie xie ni men!!
touched by wat zhaowei said... "we are bro.. i lend u 500" omg.. saint.

dawn hit the 1/99 probability.. i hit the 1/2048.... sway until i wanna whack the xiao ren wif a wooden clog... nvm nvm... hope my luck change...

adapted from kailun blog... very meaningful

You can't force someone to love you , and you can't force yourself to stop loving someone ..
You can't fight against loneliness .. because you Fear loneliness ..
You can't stop crying when u're sad .. because its the tears who is controlling you ..
You can't feel the pain that is more painful when someone told you off ..
You can't blame anyone when there is no more people in this world who cares of you ..
You .. are only someone that is named as 'human' from the ones above us ..
You can't stop what you are going to do .. but they can ..

There will always be someone along sides with you ..
someone who loves you ..
someone who actually cares of you ..
someone that you worth waiting for ..
you ..
I'm .. still waiting for .. you ..

todae flunked 2 tests... nvm nvm... went for subcom meeting... got lotza ideas but i just shutup... let them crack their brains... not moi problem... oh ya very impressed by PROs pyramid.. gd job gd job..oh ya the best part of the meeting is....
jiayi fired a missle across the battlefield wif the target(wilson) just at the end of the field... in just split seconds, the missle missed its target and flew all the way to the horizon... after she missed her target, she stared at him throughout the meeting... wif tears coming down... ah pok was so alarmed tat he sent a telegram(sms) to me telling me how scare he was.. all the other allies (travis,szewei and me) was busy luffing.... i hid beside comrade dan and luff!!! LOLZ!! dono y so funny!!

lastly b4 i end... Dear Mr Terry Chua, from the first dae i noe u u gave me a dono how to describe face.. i just act as nothing happen... i dono y .. i wanna make frens than make enemies... i don remember stepping your toes or wat... wat makes have the bad impression on me? i wanna make fren not enemy.. make love not war..

2004-10-02T17:55:00.000+08:00

i am just so affected by wat happened... i don wan misunderstanding to spoil any frenship.don ignore me, i will feel weird... if hate me just tell me in my face and hopefully tell me the reason too. at least i noe wat happen and maybe i got a chance to explain...

grow up.. don be so childish... poly already...

daren,i dono y.. i can feel tat u are avoiding me too.

dan, thx for toking cock wif me tat dae... thx

fazli and ad, i did not let u down. i promised and i did.

t, i noe your impression of me is very sux..u don like is your problem. don psycho ppl to think the way u do.

i hate hypocrites... avoid me or make me avoid u.

2004-10-02T01:49:00.000+08:00

haizzz... kinda regretted tat i show attitude during the subcom meeting... and now everyone is pissed wif me. boys also got period one wat... sorry... if u are still pissed... i got nothing to say lo...

i noe i used to be very sarcastic, arrogant and blunt. i tried to change... ppl around plz lemme noe if u notice the change... i really wanna change.. budden ppl also canot say change then change one ma... i noe i went overboard during the meeting... sorry..

finally... still hates me then... ok.. nothing i can do. lemme noe if u hates me.. i will not appear infront of u after all the subcoms.

2004-09-30T21:16:00.000+08:00

Last Interdisciplinary module ends todae....

morning morning wake up... bathe.. wear formal... go sch.. then haha like wear until so shuai sia... my oral presentation is on street magic... budden the audiences like blur blur like tat... dono successful anot lei.. hmm.. pass can liao... then after the lesson... saw atrium got the school belle and beau thingy... then we all go over to have a look... not nice lo... throw np face... i noe there are better faces in np lo.... haha sincerely..to me she is the prettiest la...
after tat... go do our project for the last time... finalise it.. then present le... also don care la... pass can liao... then after tat go home le... skipped tasic cos... erm... er.. haha i got badminton tournament together wif dora! so bo pian muz skip tasic.. hee

2004-09-30T02:16:00.000+08:00

TASIC

[T]orture[A]ll[S]uckers,[I]intensively,[C]ontinouously.

went to tasic training for the first time. The instructors, Dawn and Moses, was not the usual ppl i used to noe... Moses was giving a SAF Officer look while Dawn was giving a arrogant and see-liao-wan-to-whack face. the physical training session starts by giving lectures and punishments. "dono how to shout izzit? wat is our motto? dono how to standardize izzit? dono how to count the tas way izzit?" ya rite.. as if u taught us the correct way in the first place... tok cock... wan to act army also act logically la... somemore canot say in nicer way meh... u wat rank? how do u feel if u are a master sergearnt and a dono wat rank tell u these in a very sucky tone? Moses tell i still can accept lo.... NVM.. i treat as back-to-ncc training... ok la... push ups... do and do and do... do still nvm... the instructor buay tahan already still wan us to do... see their pushup ... got do like no do.. no go down... then she buay tahan liao... stand up walk around see see comment comment... actually is tired liao wanna stand up nia.. nvm.. i see gers can endure... then i also endure lo... budden i see those fall out one all boys...

finally after those running and pushups and such... we come to the end of the torment!!! hahahhaa the instructors power la... say change then change... face immediately become smiley faces... omg... all my gathered anger all disappear liao... powerful.... then aiya... since over liao.. then they also become nice liao... nvm lo...

whether still quiting tas... depends on who is staying on lo...

2004-09-29T02:29:00.000+08:00

Daren Chong is not only from Mt Kinaswaku.

j?.don spend time hesitating or waiting.... u are wasting life... says:
U SLP LIAO AH
j?.don spend time hesitating or waiting.... u are wasting life... says:
BABI
j?.don spend time hesitating or waiting.... u are wasting life... says:
WAKE UP U BABI
j?.don spend time hesitating or waiting.... u are wasting life... says:
SI LANG KIA
j?.don spend time hesitating or waiting.... u are wasting life... says:
TOK HALF WAY CAN SLP

this is the last 5 sentences i typed to him yesterdae nite... wat can u conclude???

2004-09-25T03:18:00.000+08:00

Daren Chong is from mountain.Swa Gu.
He does not know his president name is called S.R. Nathan.
He thought that Goh Chok Tong is the prime minister

j?.Aisling, Deoch 13. says:
u noe our senior minister is who?
-=][AdriAnMuTu][=- 不要因?完?而哭，要?曾??生而微笑 says:
lee kuan yew
-=][AdriAnMuTu][=- 不要因?完?而哭，要?曾??生而微笑 says:
this 1z confirm noez

Lee Kuan Yew is now a minister mentor and daren is still living in stoneage.
How can Singapore depend on our next generation?

2004-09-24T01:53:00.000+08:00

Volleyball and SubCommittee....

This dae start very normally... went to sch... saw the formal presentation by other classmates... frankly speaking... not all wear formal look shuai lo... only that jia sheng and dora look nice... the rest wear like ah pek... hmm i tot the presentation would be very exciting.. but turn out to be more boring than the normal sessions...

After the class... go for badminton wif daren and frens.. i team wif dora... hahhahahaha daren lousy la... woooo we won!!! hmm then after that i erm.. lemme think.... abit forgot... oh ya... train volleyball wif the F4 team... ahhaha...
then late le... i went for my volleyball interclass match....

Match start le... they ask me don play first... later play in finals.... haha sound so confident rite... and woohoo they won semi finals... then we play final.... that damn IVP guy so power... we buay tahan... finally after 11 matches... we lost.. get second... haizz...

after that rushed to subcom meeting... FUCK SIA GO IN HEAR THE CHAIRPERSON REJECTING ANOTHER PROPOSAL... fine fine not my proposal... budden like always rejecting... she suppose to GUIDE ... NOT COMMAND... zzzz... fine fine... nvm... then got a small problem i wanna tell them then got this super duper extra female chap one leg kao bei kao bu... IF NOT FOR HER STEAD I WOULD HAVE SHOOT HER RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER... SO DAMN PISSED... FUCK U BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! _|_
lucky got so many gd bros to cool me down... some councils also very very nice... and dora also msg me cool me down hahhahahha... finally after so much cooling... hee SMILE LE!!!

2004-09-20T19:46:00.000+08:00

Desaru

17.09.04,fridae.
school ends at 3++ ... went to club house to tok cock until 5 then go home pack bag...pack pack pack... then went makan wif yong liang and jieling...... daren went to the alameen.. so expensive so i never go.. after makan went go club house again.. get in denise grp.. only yong liang me aishah jieling same grp... daren pok dora auf all at other places... sianz... oh haha gave dora a water proof baggy... hope she like it.. hmm then the games starts... damn boring... tas games are always boring... wat to do... after tat go slp... idiot daren use shuttle cock to throw at us..trying to make us awake... in the end kana bday bash although its not his bday hahaha...

18.09.04.sat.
early morning morning dono wat time... got one idiot kick my ass... ask me wake up.. somemore not kick once... and somemore so pain... stupid farkface... then i bo huey him... carry on slp... then after 5 mins he kick me again... i damn tulan... budden nvm.. after tat makan... tas only food and ppl nice.. hahaha.. then go take bus to changi village... home of da ah guas~~ then take boat there.. picked a bike.. then started cycling.. my bike colour happen to be similar to someone else then got one guy i forgot is who...say "wah lovers bike" duhz... lolz... crap.. then cycle until then town.. makan again.. then cycle again... then my ass began to hurt.. after sometime..managed to piah to desaru tat area.. cycle overshot.. in da end went to eat chocolate at a shop... then cycle back to the grp... then the grp reach the camp site... just beside a resort... pitched the tents then they went to the beach.. ONLY ONE BALL EXPECT SO MANY PPL TO PLAY...dumb rite.. in the end i sit at one side chat wif ppl.. after tat went to bathe.. then... erm... start the bbq... then i pass yongliang,dora,daren,pok,auf,aishah each one lightstick... only aishah and auf bother to thank me... nvm nvm... hahaha yongliang damn suay... lightstick spoil... spoil liao still leak... haha then pok say "lang suay,qi jiao bian gong guay" (ppl unlucky, raise singing bird also can become cock) LOLZ!!

bbq canot start... damn sianz... then i suggested to let the food stall auntie help us cook... then in da end like pissing the grp leaders off... aiya... adventure seekers ma... survivors!! use the resources the smart way... there got ppl help then use them la... don always stick to those lao kok kok methods la... after makaning... daren me and yongliang went to clean the area... see serene black face... then we try to help lo... after tat... go tok cock wif aishah and dora... they tok about those things i dono.. then i also nothing to say... they also don bother about me... i went to slp they also dono... nvm i am not important wat.. then slp half way rain... everyone run in... then squeeze until morning...

19.09.04,sundae
wake up le... brush teeth makan again... then cycle our way back... all the way cycling at the back..sing song wif yongliang... then got this part... the road straight straight long long... infront canot see ppl...behind also canot see ppl... i was cycling wif this ger side by side... i wanted to tok to her... i tried to tok to her... but the replies implies tat she cant be bothered wif me... then there was silent for sometime... before my speed goes down... and she disappear infront.... haizzz hate myself man..stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid...
cycle all the way back to the jetty... we were waiting for the boat to come.... i was this monkey... jumping ontop of the roof of the mini immigration center.. then another came along... the second monkey jump right on the first monkey and began to f**k her... OMG LIVE AND EXCLUSIVE MAN...doggy style somemore... after tat go back by boat... waited at the basketball court at changi village.. played bball wif ppl there... shoot in one only... rejected 2 shots muahahhaa budden at last still lose.... then after tat go back sch... wash tent... i hate it most.. don wan to assign who do wat... then the places seems like too many ppl..... equipment also not enuff... wat they wan me to do.. then after tat went for debrief... no much constructive one lo... its all the hypocites again... challenging... watsoever... nvm not my problem.. after the debrief.. i went to trick for the kota tinggi shirt.. saying i wanna buy somemore for myself... aiya... failed... they don even allow ppl to have 2 same shirt... sorry canot get for her... after tat go home alone... then slp le hahhaa i pig ma

2004-09-16T01:48:00.000+08:00

ok la... think some of the things i will bottled it up for sometime..... so for some time.. there will be no news about..

kk.. todae morning.. 6.30... got one stupid indian msg me ask me soccer results... disturb my beautiful dream... arghzz!! lucky i go check... chelsea 3-0.. haha.. got money make IC le.. then continue slp.. wake like around 8+.. see hp got one messaged... as usual.. hoping its her... budden.. woo its travis.. tot he would be asking y i no go sch... budden he wrote "yongliang fainted at the overhead bridge near school." wah seh i jump up sia... then i ask travis he wif who... then he tell me gareth.. then i ask gareth weh are they lo... he replied me "Nuh....." i tot he attitude don wanna tell me sia.. tell me.. nah... then i realised its [N]ational
[U]niversity [H]ospital .. aiya i still blur.. haven 100% wake.. then i faster get change,meet zhaowei then rush down to hospital to see him.. i wanna meet daren at the buona vista mrt sia... tat idiot... went home to change... then yongliang msg me say "don worry about me i am ok" "my parents don like ppl wif gold hair" hahahahaha lucky i got interview... hair already black... so i went wof zhao wei... daren wait at the busstop... then i saw yong liang and his parents... All 3 are smiling... i dono y... haaa.. then his parents keep on thank me.. then ask me y i no go sch also... then yongliang say i go learn fly plane... haha yong liang tell me they too impressed to notice my not 100% sprayed gold hair....then after tat yong liang and his parents pang seh me at the hospital... haha... daren wasted his trip...

later on go meet daren... then go make IC at lavender... the auntie interview me becos my Ic was stolen instead of normal losing it... the auntie so nice sia.. tell me step by step wat to write so i can get the rebate... in the end pay 60 only... hahhaa MAKE IC ALSO GOT DISCOUNT!! after tat... daren go back to np... i make my way to youth flying club..

from lavender... i take train all da way up... actually wanna go ang mo kio change bus... budden got accident happen in bishan or wat... stop the service... ma de.. now the trend is mrt suicide izzit... fun meh... long by train.. family still have to pay for the "disturbing service" fine.. nvm then i from toa pa yoh take cab to YFC... reach there.... wah seh everyone dress so shuai... some even got ties... got one wear tight ass jeans and tug in... omg damn ugly... hahahahahaa.. the interview... still ok la... hope can pass lo.... after tat take bus back to np... go TAS clubhouse tok cock... then dora tell me she not going to join tasic liao... haizz.. the ppl i wan them to join.. they no join... some idiots i don wanna see go join... damn... hope they fail interview... EVIL!!! MUZ EVIL.. IF NO EVIL.. HOW TO NOE WAT IS GD??? u guys can jollywell be gd... its tiring to be gd.. i wanna be evil!!!

2004-09-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

many frens and classmates walk pass me everyday...how many of them really appreciate me? how many really notice me and accept my efforts? am i tat lousy?

I AM LOUSY. just look at me and ask me to fuck off.

hahahhahahahhahahahaha.... how many ppl really luff when typing haha hehe or lol?
ok la... just some of my craps again...

tml is my youth flying club interview... skip all my class lessons but will go back tas clubhouse to find my bros.. shit sia my IC haven make..ZHAO WEI!!! TML MORNING WE GO MAKE K.. curse tat ass who stole my IC... go interview muz wear yandao yandao... spray hair black... wear long sleeves..pants.. leather shoes.. haha yandao rite... hee.. if rain then jialat liao... the spray worn off... my shirt black black... PRAY NO RAIN!!!!

2004-09-14T01:22:00.000+08:00

fever.

yesterday i told travis... i wanna smile more but looks like my moodswing problem abit jialat. he told me tat is not moodswing... i am having a depression. depression will cos fever de ah... anyway.. todae went to tasic interview.. sap sap sui la... saw one asshole also going for tasic interview... spoil all my go-tasic mood.
oh ya thx for all da peeps dat tag da board... thx thx..

someone told me this " you fight for your own happiness"
i found wat i am fighting for. this battle is tough. i declared the war but found out tat my chances of winning is very low. but at least i was not killed straight away. i am already very grateful for tat. i am weak. i noe... budden ppl encourages me to fight on... i hope u will fight along wif me.

2004-09-12T18:28:00.000+08:00

OK! straighten my thinking... thx to those who enlighten mE..

even is now or in the future... i will still like u... so why should i give up... as long u are not married.. ok gambatte!

2004-09-12T16:16:00.000+08:00

Luck.

believe in jinx?
someone who is unlucky all the time. i am not a jinx in everyting muz definately a jinx in luv life.

Yesterdae morning damn sad. pillow filled with tears. called my best fren in np to go out wif me. yong liang and daren. went to daren house to stay overnite. bet soccer again. i noe its bad but i muz. if not u feed me? ok nvm... i told them, when i suay in love life, i super lucky in money. True enuff, we got a straight winning the whole nite. win money... they very happy... but i tell them i rather lose.... they turn over and call me siao.

i did something which i also don understand y i do tat... everyppl msg me asking y and tell me i should not do tat... i dono how to answer...

todae... daren and yongliang agreed to go swimming and relieve stress... in da end no one go... nvm... then came home... came across this question.

"are we still friends"

replying to tat person....
why does a simple confession leads to so much...? peers kept on telling me to act fast b4 others do. so i did. stupid is the best word to describe me now. rejected indirectly. i am sure if "tat guy" tells u he likes u, u will not hesitate.
i tried to act as if nothing happened on the second dae of the bazaar.hmm was i over sensitive or was i ignored? i lied to myself telling i was over sensitive.
so are we still friends? u ask yourself. whatever u say , will be. i trust u.

2004-09-11T11:28:00.000+08:00

What is your motive for reading other ppl's blog?? for me, is to find out wat happened to the ppl i care for. if u don bother about me... why read?

recently then i found out i am so weak. emotional stuffs affect me thoroughly. family,frens and relationships can change my mood almost immediately... i had changed. i am not so sarcastic as b4 becos i don wanna offend my frens anymore. but do u expect them to treat u gd as well? if they don't, y am i still trying to please them?

i admit i am really very weak. i regretted falling so deep but its beyond my control. her tactful replies almost fooled me. i think she had made herself clear. i noe and i am sure, i am not the one. don't worry so much . i will still be fine.
我会学着放弃你，是因为我太爱你。

2004-09-11T01:43:00.000+08:00

i think i am over sensitive... maybe becos i am too concern about it... nvm go slp... tml then write... no mood...

2004-09-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

ok.finally i noe the answer.
do u noe how it feels to noe the girl u like, likes another guy?
i can experience it now.

2004-09-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

todae morning morning went for my PE lesson... which is volleyball.. the class seperated into 4 grps and moi grp... da underdogs.. won muahahahaha.. then our teacher say tat our class will split into 3 teams to participate in the interclass tournament... one dream team and 2 normal team.. so tat the "dream team" got a chance to win. so the volleyball gers start to pick players... i ignore la... go find yuhang to start a team... then the volleyball ger picked me... dono to be happy or wat... its like asking owen to go real madrid sit bench be reserve... should be la... the rest so power... i go also canot contribute...

after da PE... went to my Oral com class... tok cock tok cock.. nothing much... then went to atrium to do project... and.. LOLZ i ask ALOT OF PPL to buy sushi from dora... haha i promised her to get many many customer... i ownself spend hmm $8.70 at her stall.. the cocktail not bad... then she ask me to buy da polo tee wif a munkee logo... need at least 10 buyers to make the new stock... so i buy lo... i also psycho dan and poh keong to buy... hahaha.. tml go another sushi cum cocktail spree!!

2004-09-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

jae in doldrums.

This few days really no mood to smile.IAT got assignment... haven finish... ETE got retest... sure fail... next year repeat... soccer no win...bills alot... canot catch up wif hw and classmates are too selfish to teach. regret coming to aerospace... should have gone to my second choice...biotech... read someone blog... sad... another ppl told me something... sad.... 2hit combo.. arghh arghh.. heart pain.. stress sia ... very de stress... at king albert park mac... tears almost flow down..lucky got daren to accompany tok..... then robby kept on telling me he going to jump... i just told him to wait for me... we jump together...

2004-09-06T04:24:00.000+08:00

Chinese simplified... click this if still canot see..

就是开不了口让她知道
我一定会呵护着你也逗你笑
你对我有多重要我后悔没让你知道
安静的听你撒娇看你睡着一直到老
就是开不了口让她知道
就是那么简单几句我办不到
整颗心悬在半空我只能够远远看着
这些我都做得到但那个人已经不是我

我喜欢。。。会弹琴的你
我喜欢。。。会打羽球的你
我喜欢。。。会傻笑的你
我喜欢。。。可爱的你
我喜欢。。。爱玩的你
我喜欢。。。善良的你
我喜欢。。。天真的你

我喜欢。。。很多很多的你。。。可是我知道你喜欢的不是我。

2004-09-05T17:38:00.000+08:00

JAY IN DOOM3...JUST INCASE THE PREVIOUS ONE CANT BE SEEN BY SOME

Check This Out!!

2004-09-04T17:49:00.000+08:00

NEW LAYOUT FOR MOI BLOG... MUAHAHHAHAHA... SWEE BO??

read this couple of times...

damn stupid...

Tas again.

2004-09-04T01:42:00.000+08:00

todae... went to sch and took my aeroplane test... confirm fail. no hope . nvm then piah game thr out then went to play bball wif tas ppl.. play finish le go tas... form grps go stations and play... turn out to be collecting points game and if we get low points, we are suppose to BEG for points by cheering or stuff.. beg for wat?? i got pride lo... somemore the points accumulated also no use... win liao no prize wat...

todae got period. moodswing. no blood no cramps only. boys have pms too.

pissed off by every single thing. piss at myself for my relationship stuffs... pissed off by daren. dono y he todae like super sarcastic against me.... ya la i lion king la...zz.. his fren tat super act cool fat dao kia even more look like lion king lo... my face black black through out the whole activity... i attitude lei... not happy beat me lo.

luckily got travis, ah pok, dan and serene to cheer me up. thx alot..

oh ya tas got new outing... cycling in malaysia... those fooking mats downstairs stripped my bike parts... let me catch u red handed.... I SHOW U THE LIFE IN HOSPITAL! so now don have bike to cycle. even got money to buy new one.. also dono put weh.. later those fooking idiotic spastic muthafooker sonnawabitch mats STEAL again.. i will first whack the daylight of out u,then i will tell your parents then i will blackmail them.

my and1 shoes spoiling soon... $155 one can only last 2 years.. sibei aw..

i got da weird feeling. i feel tat i will not be accepted. if it is so... then TAS bday event shall be my last event in TAS.

"seeing her avoiding me.. i rather avoid her myself and not breaking my heart..."

cut hair cut hair..

2004-09-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

todae...woke up at 9.30... ho seh... canot make it for my s&w(pe) then go bathe liao go take taxi to rush for the 10amm lesson... half way someone fone me say teach mc... then i straight away ask the uncle go back my house... waste my $5.50... no study at all.. like holiday.. go back liao went to market find my mom... she wif her fren... then she started saying when the auntie go liao... "u noe your da ber mu (uncle's wife) always says tat your brother is more handsome... then my frens all say u more handsome..." zzz... haha stupid da ber mu.. hee.. after tat go cut hair while my mom go wash hair...cut away most of da gold part.. then gel like durian like tat... like quite ugly... nvm nvm.. then went to jp to find daren... play initialD for away then go liao... went to sch and find dora.. and her fren.. then we go play bball.. after tat go for TAS meeting.. late sia... bah!! whatever.. late abit nvm la.. contribute to the TAS bday for FREE LEI!! we also no complain.. i get the post of Floor Manager.. only the manager sound nice.. the floor.. er.. sianz.. maybe call layout manager i also song ma.. nvm.. after tat went to clementi de kfc... then dora go back home... then we at kfc tok cock tok cock.... then go home le.... tml got IAT test... FAIL BA!!!

A simple poem. hee

2004-08-30T23:38:00.001+08:00

A simple encounter made my eyes to set on you.
Jested by those around, mocked by those around.
Addicted to you,
X-ray my heart,mind and soul and proof it to you....
Dread for ya love,
Opposing all odds.
Remember me,i will stand by u
Always.

wah sianz...

2004-08-29T02:33:00.000+08:00

taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamade.... soccer lose again... si man utd.. so lousy... nvm nvm... did something todae... haha suddenly feel so cong ming... LOLZ.... went to celebrate siaoying bdae wif her todae... haizz no money to get her a proper present... haizz..sorryz.. watched alien vs predator.. not bad la.. nothing much le then go home...

recently got this sms going around... something like this.. "i wanted to tell u this but i dont wish to hurt u. but i have to tell u this b4 other ppl does. eggs increased 10 cents..." my hp is like the first sentence one page lo.... then got this gal msg me this... scare da shit out of moi... somemore i was waken up by the sms... still half in slumberland.. scare until completely wake.. DOT DOT DOT...

my mom ask me go take foto for my IC...then take liao i wanna show her and she tell me this "sure ugly one la..don wan see" i was like
-_______________________-
like tat say your son... nvm i noe she joking.. then she see liao say ok still not bad...

suddenly got so much things to tok about... canot slp... think of wat tok about wat...

saw alot ppl msn nick put "life sux"... then i was thinking... life sux then go and die... don live and kpkb.. don wan to die then don complain... so if one dae... i think life sux,i will go and die.

i was also thinking... whether i will quit Tas for youth flying club. one for relationship and frenster, one for passion and career. if can support both then i panda eyes also can la...

i trust u wif my life. belief me. i will never lie to u.

my blog very ugly... someone help.

no money.. bus concession.. sch fees.. food.. tasic.. and alot more.

i like sad songs not becos it sound nice... its becos i am sad most of da time.

i am so traditional and conservative. i am not ashame of it. someone said this b4 "if u cannot keep your virginity until your marriage, wat right do u have to want a virgin wife." so very true. i am gonna be a virgin until i am married.

i cant stand woman smoke.

sound of rain is nice.

heaven is fair. so very fair. u have your talents and your flaws. have confident in yourself DORA!!

if u got a gun wif one bullet... who will u kill??? somemore u hate...?? i hate myself sometimes. haha too bad i don have gun..

i luv my frens.

thank you daren,zhaowei,kailun,robby,brennan,dora,dawn,
huiling,serene,
yewwei,bucksiong,yongliang,sida,wesley,
yuhang,jonathan,mark,fiona,wc

sida... daren say u yandao.. =X really!

daren like avril

yongliang like min ting

yuhang like deborah

jonathan like both boys and girls

wesley like sex and nothing but sex

sida like nvm.... don say later he tickle me...

mark like i also dono... no hear b4..

i like... nvm make no difference. gdniteZ

hee..

2004-08-27T01:31:00.000+08:00

todae...took my last commontest paper... can pass this i think.. after tat... go wif yonglian to fix his com then.. later on go meet dora at canteen 2.. sit there less than 2 mins... yuhang and gang came... then we all walk together to the busstop lo... like very extra... got 6 ppl.. only me not from bukit batok sec.... walk till the busstop.. the gang went to orchard... left me and dora..then we decided to go jp and shopping... went to the sports shop.. then she help me chosen one badminton racket... 69.90 discount until 39.90.. not bad not bad... got free gift somemore.. then we take bus back to JE sports complex... go there play badminton... cos her mom's company got book court... then we play lo play till her mom and company come... then sit sit chat chat abit.. very fun... budden.. my right hand kinda injured... budden keep quiet no tell her.. then last round i vs dora... haizz lose sia.. she really very pro... then go home le... then sms chat.. she tell me her mom call me lion king... wat sia.... haizz kinda hate this hairstyle liao... giving bad impression everyweh..

hmm went home msn chat... wif daren.. robby and dora..
daren telling me crap... show me his sister foto... not bad quit chio... budden y the brother look like tat..?? LOLZ joking..(the brother is refering to daren)

robby telling me something sad about his relationship....i also dono wat to tell him... kinda poor thing

dora telling... alot la... oh ya her sis name is dousabel.. pronounce as dor|ser|bell
... i see liao immediately think of dousabao.. red bean bun.. hee.. maybe kinda hungry...hee

ya belief in horoscope and such???

2004-08-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

Is your birthday day 21 of the month?
> >Your Life <
>
>
>You are curious and a true follower. You can please
someone so much that it
>seem like you are trying to charm that person. You
hide your disagreement
>under your smiling face. This is a charming quality
of yours.
>
>
> >Your Love <
>
>
>You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by
someone you don't like
>while your dream girl is so far away. Your love life
is occasionally under
>turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view
of the girl in your
>heart.

Symbol : The Ram
> >> . Ruling House : First House
> >> . Ruling Planet : Mars
> >> . Gemstone : Red Coral
> >> . Element : Fire
> >> . Most compatible with : Aries, Leo, Sagittarius
> >> . Can be good with : Aquarius, Libra, Gemini
> >> . A 50-50 chance with : Taurus, Virgo, Capricorn
> >> . Doubtful with : Scorpio, Pisces, Cancer
> >>
> >>
> >>
> >> Aries Personality
> >> When the parade comes to town, look at the one who leads
> >>-- it will most likely be an Aries. Not one to be cowed down by
>failures,
> >>you play the game for the recognition it brings. You love to take
>on new
> >>challenges and even lead the way, offering new ideas and finding
>easy
> >>solutions to problems that might seem baffling to others. But in
>all this,
> >>you can't be rushed; you certainly cannot work with someone
>breathing down
> >>your neck. Given the freedom, you will enjoy the challenge and do
>your
> >>best. Although you are pleasant company, you may not be the most
>popular
> >>person around, but that is something you don't take to heart. For
>you, it
> >>is more important to be honest and to be able to speak your mind.
>You
> >>cannot be accused of being short tempered, but once annoyed, it
>is not
> >>easy for you to hide your displeasure and a quick outburst is all
>you need
> >>to calm your nerves. In a teamwork environment, you like to stand
>up and
> >>be counted; you certainly do not like to be ignored. Ironically,
>it is
> >>when you feel rejected, that you are able to contribute your best
>-
> >>perhaps more out of a need to prove to yourself than to be a
>winner. Once
> >>a team member, you will never let your partners down. Try not to
>be too
> >>impulsive; you must make decisions with a cool head. Aries are
>grand
> >>openers but sometimes lacking in the finishing department when
>someone
> >>else can tie up the loose ends. Try to be more diplomatic and use
> >>restraint to avoid unpleasant consequences. Remember, not
>everyone has the
> >>fire.
> >>
> >>
> >> Aries Lover
> >>
> >>
> >> When in love, you don a pair of rose-tinted glasses and
> >>the world is a magical place for you. The idea of romance
>captivates you
> >>and you ignore all else to be near your beloved. Candlelight
>dinners, soft
> >>music, slow dances, late night walks hand in hand by the light of
>the moon
> >>on remote windswept beaches - everything is possible, and it does
>not stop
> >>there, Aries will profess undying love for their beloved - a
>promise they
> >>are most likely to keep. Ideal life partners are most likely to
>be other
> >>Aries, Leos, Sagittarians, or Scorpios. On the family side, life
>may not
> >>be the picture of harmony, as you have a tendency to be
>opinionated and
> >>forceful, always wanting to have the last word and this may cause
> >>friction. You need to be more flexible and tolerant to achieve a
> >>harmonious family life. Aries do make caring partners, although
>at times
> >>you might expect too much from your spouse, this will be more so
>in the
> >>case of men than the Aries women who will settle down to their
>partners'
> >>habits more easily. Home is a neat place, a practical blend of
>comfort and
> >>aesthetics, preferring well-ventilated houses where there is
>enough space
> >>to move about.
> >>
> >>
> >> Aries Professional
> >>
> >>
> >> Aries make good professionals and generally do well
> >>leading from the front. Not one to be closed in, they like to be
>the
> >>captain of their ship with freedom to roam the decks, handing out
>orders
> >>and making sure things get done. Fields like engineering,
>medicine, space
> >>science and metallurgy are good places for an Aries. But you also
>belong
> >>in any job that may bring you recognition or attract attention to
> >>yourself. Your sympathy with the underdog and a sense of fair
>play,
> >>combined with the courage to speak your mind should also make you
>a good
> >>trade union leader. And although you will also do well in
>business, you
> >>must be careful not to be overconfident and not to invest your
>money
> >>rashly
> >>
> >>
> >> Aries Traveller
> >>
> >>
> >> You love to explore new places that too at the speed of
> >>light You often take the fastest means of transport to your
>destination.
> >>Adventurous holidays including water rafting, bungee jumping or
>horse
> >>riding is what drives you wild. Since the heat and energy level
>is high
> >>you naturally prefer cool places for holidays. The mountains are
>a place
> >>you love to explore and visit, especially if there is a little
>cottage
> >>where you can shack up and rough it out!
> >>
> >>
> >> Aries Teens
> >>
> >>
> >> The Aries girl is a live wire, full of verve. She has
> >>loads of energy to burn, and attracts a lot of admirers. She has
>a
> >>fiercely independent streak and likes to chart her own course. It
>is not
> >>unusual to find her taking on leadership roles at school. As
>Aries rules
> >>the head and the face, she will always be particular about her
>makeup. She
> >>can be a bit selfish at times; she sure won't like to exchange
>clothes
> >>with a younger sister. There could be some major feuds with
>siblings, and
> >>parents may have to intervene occasionally. She is a hyperactive,
>forever
> >>rushing from one activity to the next. Being the energetic type,
>she is
> >>very likely to be actively involved in sports, usually the
>physically
> >>demanding ones. She is self-sufficient, and goes after what she
>wants with
> >>will power and determination. She thinks big and is likely to go
>to the
> >>right academic institutions. She is definitely an achiever who is
>going
> >>places.
> >>
> >>
> >> A parent will find it hard to keep up with the Aries
> >>boy; he has tremendous reserves of energy. He usually has a fiery
>temper
> >>and can be dangerous when aroused. He is one of the most dynamic
>people
> >>around. Occasionally his haste will get him into trouble, or even
> >>accidents. The Aries teen views life as one long competition, and
>always
> >>struggles to come out on top. This, combined with his
>impulsiveness, often
> >>leads to frustration. He is a born leader and always rushes to
>take
> >>charge. Be it the football team or the local cricket club, you
>will find
> >>him in a position of authority. The Aries lad can be a bit
>self-centred at
> >>times due to his need to have things his way. He is a bit of a
>pioneer and
> >>wants to chart his own career. When presented with a challenge,
>he will be
> >>the first to jump up and accept it. Strength, determination,
>initiative,
> >>energy and courage are his greatest strengths. This boy is
>certainly going
> >>places.
> >>
> >>
> >> Aries Kids
> >>
> >>
> >> The Aries child is simply unstoppable when it comes to
> >>exploration and adventure, and indulges in a host of
>extra-curricular
> >>activities, from climbing trees to playing soccer. Pioneering by
>nature,
> >>and often rebuked for irrepressible enthusiasm, this kid is very
>sensitive
> >>about independence and so it is also important to give this child
>a
> >>feeling of self reliance. Thoroughly imbibed with the competitive
>spirit,
> >>the Aries kid doesn't know how to slow down, and let's face it,
>is not
> >>meant for parents who are faint of heart!
> >>
> >>
> >> Aries Well Being
> >>
> >>
> >> You are always on the move and don't have the time to
> >>eat sensibly. Your eating habits mirror your busy lifestyle: lots
>of
> >>starches and fats, not enough of proteins, vegetables and fresh
>fruits.
> >>You drive yourself very hard, always striving to reach the top,
>often
> >>landing yourself in stressful situations, resulting in related
>disorders:
> >>heart disease and stomach ailments. You are advised to set aside
>some time
> >>for eating nutritious, balanced meals at the right hour. Increase
>your
> >>intake of proteins, fresh fruit and vegetable. Limit your intake
>of white
> >>breads, carbohydrates and fatty or processed foods. Caffeine
>should be
> >>avoided, as it only increases stress levels in the body. Include
>some form
> >>of exercise, however light, in your daily routine. A nice,
>relaxing,
> >>after-dinner walk can make a big difference. While exercising,
>don't push
> >>yourself too hard. You also have the tendency to injure yourself,
>so do be
> >>careful. Although not overly tall, you are set apart by your bone
> >>structure that is squarish, giving the impression of a strong
>build. Most
> >>of you you have well-developed muscles and very regular facial
>features.
> >>Aries tend to have even, white teeth. Although you are as strong
>as the
> >>ram that represents you, be careful with what you eat and
>exercise
> >>regularly if you don't want to put on weight around the middle,
>which most
> >>of you do. You are most vulnerable around the head, eyes and
>face. You are
> >>prone to headaches and should definitely take utmost precaution
>against
> >>head-injuries and accidents caused by fire.
> >>
> >>
> >> Aries Luck
> >>
> >>
> >> White and red are your lucky colours. Red coral, red ruby,
> >>garnet, and bloodstone - these gemstones are known to bring good
>luck to
> >>Aries, as does diamond. Select a Tuesday to start a new venture
>or to
> >>propose to your sweetheart - it is your lucky day. And nine is
>your lucky
> >>number. Mars is your ruler and your element is fire.

Pissed

2004-08-25T11:43:00.000+08:00

early in da morning, was waken up by sms... wake up liao go see livescore... birmingham1-0mancity.. so happy as i won a wager wif someone... then she say he took birmingham... forget it no big deal let her win... fine... then go have breakfast... then we back to my laptop... tok tok abit.. then sms came... fridae trip was changed... then cancelled. i had to tell many others tat it was cancelled and i dono how to explain to them... in the end get scoldings for nothing. zzz... ok my fault then. nvm not gonna blame anyone. nobody's fault except me.

Youth Flying Club

2004-08-24T01:12:00.000+08:00

Finally the letter come le.... invitation for an interview... hmm its on sept 15 wed.... needa wear till formal... need to have black hair... either spray or dye back le... sianz... budden YFC is moi life... gonna forsake lotza cca for yfc... maybe left yfc,tas and kung fu club...

yfc... hope can be pilot in da future..
tas... kind ppl... love da ppl there...
kung fu.. moi only physical training cca..

JAY APPEARED IN DOOM3

2004-08-22T12:53:00.000+08:00

Can see ma..?? Jay's fantasy album inside da book!! click da pic to see the big big image

Touched

2004-08-22T01:40:00.000+08:00

thx bro... travis.. hee... btw i saw this story on the net... kinda affected by this story

A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. Im scared.
Guy: No this is fun.
Girl: No its not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day):A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure.
2 people were on it, but only 1 survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke,
but he didn't want to let the girl know.
Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time,
then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

fear of rejection

2004-08-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

kinda vexed... dono how to describe... i just cant confess. afraid tat she will reject me. the fear of rejection is very strong... the feeling of rejection is so sux... dono i will cry anot... most probably i will.. i got no mood to study for the common test at all. all i think is her... .. fark i hate this feeling.

Mesmerised

2004-08-19T12:36:00.000+08:00

the more i see ... the deeper i fall... pinning more hope will only brings greater disappointment. i cant help it. i am sincere.

Poly life............

2004-08-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

Todae very sianz... stay at home all dae.... then my fren ask me y i no go out wif my classmates... then i realised tat i am not actually tat close to my classmates. i can feel the age gap between me and them. i can feel the maturity lvl is different. then i think again... how come i wanted to go for tas so much although i not really into the games... then finally realised tat is because of the ppl there. i really enjoyed their accompany.

kota Tinggi

2004-08-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo! back from the expedition le... muahhaa i gathered the 3 days bombs throughout the camps and took them back to ngee ann's toilet... in a matter of seconds... iraq was destroyed!! muahahhaa stomach feel so much betta.... haha and was smsing dora while bombing.. OOPS!! LOLZ!! hmm the water trekking... ok la... quite fun budden the pace was slowed down by some of the girls... so we got time to tok cock... got this guy call zhi ming.. taught me something which i will remember for life.............

he said this...."human cannot conquer nature; mountains,we can only co-exist with them. Trying to conquer them will only get yourself killed.Respect nature because we trek and invaded their territory." very very very true.... my maturity lvl up again. thx bro.

oh ya.. and yongliang,darren and me sticked together most of the time... yongliang was labeled the bird face... darren was fuck-face.. and i was criminal face... haha because when i go going through the custom.. 2 police officers stopped me and i was asked to unzip my bag for them to check... ask this ask tat...wat sia... still ask me take out watever in pocket... so i took out everything except my bubble gums... then they ask anything else still inside anot... i say no... kinda scare budden managed to make it through... haha.. therefore criminal face... hee..

CCA reduced

2004-08-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

haha finally cut down my number of cca liao... now left with...
Adventure Seekers ( quite loyal muahhahaha)
Kung Fu Club ( ok la... )
Np Strings (pending)
Youth Flying Club ( pending)

okok... hmm yesterdae went for the some interview in da adventure seekers... hypocrite everyweh sia... hmm so joined the subcom and tasic( don understand nvm... nothing special actually haha) the reason why i join also very simple haha. hmm after da interview went to play bball with tas members... sida, darren, aisha, auf, grastria or wat... dono how to spell.. haha very fun lei... then after tat go king albert park de mac to tok cock... then aisha tell me some bad news sia.... then after tat became very quiet... don feel like toking... then dora and the tas seniors came... tok tok tok... then go back...

on da bus i sms dora tok lo... then also tok cock tok cock... ask her bring her baby foto to see.. hahhaha saw todae le.... lolz now i noe wat is 女大十八变 ... although is very very cute... budden VERY FAT!!!! LOLZ... now look so nice... so different sia..

haizzz.

2004-08-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

todae national dae... ok la.. not very happy actually.. my dad pawned his rolex away for my sch fees... gan dong.. budden very sad also... family too poor le..

Fireworks at esplanade

2004-08-08T23:55:00.000+08:00

haaa.. went to watch the fireworks todae at e esplanade... wif my cousins.. wait so long budden the show so short... after tat went funfair there... play play awhile... then wanna go le... the reception there so poor sia.. sms someone budden 2 hrs later then receive... in the end canot meet her.. nvm nvm... next time got chance one

i finally got the full album of Qi Li Xiang... who wan can ask me... oh ya and... saw alot ppl using this phrase... "ahchoo... sorry i am allergic to bullshit" ... watch i,robot too much izzit... allergic to bullshit then don always go sniff la... sniff bullshit.... zZzZzZZzz..

TODAE,MY HAPPIEST DAE EVERSINCE I JOINED NP, WAS SPOILED BY SOMEONE

2004-08-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

in the morning.. went to the youth flying club... see see walk walk.... then saw peng kee wanna whack daniel... watch lo... then after tat go back to np... i went to the np strings interview... the lesson clash wif my adventure seekers.... after the interview got funfair.... i msged alot ppl budden they gimme nice excuses : "i not going to the funfair... the tickets money i will pay u" , "not going." then ok nvm... i find my classmates go see see wif me.. i got lotza funfair tickets... add up to $60 like tat. see wat buy wat.. then i ask yong liang go the field there to walk walk... then we asked dora and her fren to go for a ride... then i pay for all ppl... then go play lo... kinda fun... budden dora's safety belt like spoil like tat... kinda worried too.. after the ride... go buy drinks... then go play wif ride at dora's booth.. hmm... after all the see see look look watch watch buy buy... left 26 dollars coupons... then i went to the game stall hor and spend $21 to get a dragon softtoy.... haha.. purposely wanna get tat softtoy... the rest all monkeys... so common.. then i get liao give dora... hope she like it..haha.. HAPPY. then after tat i go back to my sec sch for the national dae celebration....

went back to yuan ching sec... looks fun... then see see look look... saw my god sis... jorina.. then saw many many ppl... play play around then spend quite some money for the sake of my ex-schmates... then got one part they all taking foto... then one of my fren like blocking the camera.. then i ask him move abit in a nice manner... he like gimme tat look.. wtf.. i got do wrong ah.. then he tell me he wanna take together... take canot wait meh?? after tat shot i ask him go take wif them lo... he tell me :"NOW i don feel like taking already." fine lo... as if i in wrong.. gimme attitude spoil my day. somemore complain to other ppl.. ask him nicely to move abit like my fault... ya la learn muay thai powerful. i scare already. cut stylo milo hairstyle i also scare . can struck fear into ppl already. ppl do little things he provoked already. fine forget it.. btw this is my blog. i write wat i think.(last few sentences is not only my own thinking... its gathered idea)

np funfair day 1

2004-08-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

todae is the start of e funfair... alot booth like similar sia... rides also very expensive... budden after all its for charity ma... the helpers also not earning... helpers xing ku ni men le... i go watch around then i go le... went for my tas... nvm tml can go funfair again..

went adventure seekers.. jog all e way to bukit timah nature park.. quite fun la... only the forfeit very bad... oh ya and the games too much body contact... quite against it... afterall singapore is a conservative country.. or maybe i very conserve lo.. after tat then go mac eat wif some of the ppl... i told quite some jokes... hope they like it.. oh ya and... got this thingy call the adventure seekers intensive course... cost 100++ sia... dono wnana join not.... she join i join .. haha i no needa decide also..

aiya tml needa go youth flying club wif the whole aerospace... don really like it... i don like the 2 other classes, 1t03 and 1t04..somemore needa go back by ourselves... i have to go back np for funfair de lei... go pong battery zhu de chang..

haha battery zhu... creative nick rite... whole singapore only she got this nick.. be proud of it man!!

O $$ P $$

2004-08-04T23:04:00.000+08:00

haha... todae fren return me 100... heng ... got money pay my internet bill le... eh... those owe money one auto abit... hehe... READ THE TITLE MAN! lolz...

oh ya todae yong liang did a wager wif me... shit... if i lose... he would call me "ball shrink" for a month.... i am suppose to get someone's hp number... wat sia wat ball shrink.... haizz...

CCA fiesta

2004-08-04T00:06:00.000+08:00

ooooohh~~~ the cca fiesta held in np todae is so crowded... budden like not very big... don have archery... in the end i sign up for np strings to learn guitar...

my cca list
Student Union- Signed up... pending..
Youth Flying Club- Signed up,medical checked.... waiting for interview.. pending too
The Adventure Seekers- joined
Kung Fu Club- joined
Bowling Club- joined,quiting.
Archery-wanted to budden dono how to sign up
Strings- signed up to learn guitar... waiting for interview... pending..

todae went to kung fu club training... bery tired... budden still managed to finish my mtp tutorial.. oh ya... the fren of mine went to malaysia to attend her grandfather's funeral.... b4 she leave she got sms me... haizzz sad for her... hope she come back not so sad... then maybe np funfair can cheer her up...
oh ya peeps! remember the funfair hor...those who bought the tickets remmeber to go and gimme the ticket money heee.. its on this fri and sat 11-6.30 or izzit 11.30 to 6.. aiya around there la... and hor.. those ycs ppl... sat 6 to 11 i think.. got ycs busking... go see see... then sun bian take o level cert!!

People come people go.

2004-08-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

haizzz... my fren's granddad passed away...so sudden... haizz... i also feel very sad...i think she also cried ba... hope she don get too sad over it...
haizz... nvm nvm... i noe one place in ngee ann... very relaxing one... located at blk 46.. budden all my fren don like there... they say no plug for laptop... they dono wat is romantic man... always cramp at the small project room play game... watch anime... still say wan study... bluff me there.. so crap rite.. like this i rather go the relaxing place and read notes by myself... at there really makes ppl mood better... hope i can bring her there and maybe let her relax ba...
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i always feel that i don belong to my clique... i am so extra... they can tok about alot of things which i don understand... they like... english stuffs... like.. eng songs.. eng movies.. then i very chinese oriented one.. i like chinese songs.. chinese movies.. chinese mtv... and even speak chinese .... then erm... they like cars ah.. can remember all the cars' name... i don even noe.. haizz... i got nothing in common wif them...

sida from yuhua.. hardworking budden sometimes ignore ppl when studying... bo pian... budden he also nice la... can chat wif me... then he always say just joking to prevent conflict... gdgd...

mark... from sji .. too clever for me.. everything he say... i got nothing to comment.. he smarter.. i just shut up... hmm always teach me schwork stuffs... also heng got this pro around to teach us..

wesley.. born in the wrong family... should be born in america... he can curse the whole china everydae... he very frank.. he don like wat he say wat... sometime very hurting.. budden wat to do also?? i just shut up lo... i guess he also got scold me behind my back... cos i noe he scold ppl behind their back also... he also not tat easy angry type... can take jokes...

jonathan.... too gentle... budden i don understand y they call him jonagay or gaynathon he not angry... maybe he don wanna fan lian then break the frenship... if got ppl always like tat call me i sure scold him in da face... hope don always get bully... nice guy man... u will not have any reason to hate him... cos he very nice..

yuhang.. from taiwan... suan ppl so power... also very hurting... i also just shut up... budden he sometime really very nice... i rather tok to him on net cos he will not suan me over there... over net he can really be very nice..

yongliang.. also always tio bully... his suaning power also not bad... budden haizz... he always kana suan by yu hang... saying his pimples or wat... haizz saying him like tat got wat use.. its not tat he wanna have pimples... after all he not tat bad...

ajax... came to aerospace by luck... with lousy psle and lousy o levels... once used to be very blunt with words... he learnt a lesson and now improve... more sensitive to words... wanted to say sorry to all the ppl he offended... his temper not very gd... budden will try to control... he joined alot of cca not becos he very free.. cos he wanna make more frens.. he noe the importance of frens after tat lesson he learnt... he get distracted very easier... and his studies like very lousy...

after all.. this clique like not very united also... maybe becos they hang around only for a month.... budden i noe tat i am still super extra... i play bball they play soccer... our taste is very very diff... i like cute things but they like chio things... then they will just say "wah your standard so low ah??" its becos our taste is diff.. its not tat my taste sux.. nvm i guess tat sooner or later... its either they kick me out or i leave.... although i hate loneliness......

Wasted my weekends

2004-08-01T13:57:00.000+08:00

haizz... tot todae can go sentosa sia... too bad no ppl wanna go... then i slp through the sat and sun... hmm.. feel like eating sushi.. watch movie... too bad sakae sundae no buffet.. movie on sundae also expensive...

hmm i got a new fren... she msged me in frenster... her name is anita.. look quite nice.. hahaa.. too bad she in canada.. keke..

GOAL!! newcastle scored 4-2... haha win win win!! k la... update later...

HopniteY

2004-07-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

hoho todae ish the hopnite dae... oh ya... muz say yesterdae thing... i dig my pocket and found 50 dollars... then i immediately go bai bai.. haha... and hor got 2 babes tok to me... haha
whenever i got tao hua yun,i lose my soccer betting... not wonder chelsea won 3-0 to roma...
nvm nvm lose money i still very happy hahhaha... hmm the hopnite thingy... abit sianz.. budden can see my foc ppl... then after tat i went tas... just now it ended... then go makan wif the members.... wooo todae not bad... only tat my maths and ete test like no hope... haaaa happI!!

Orange Jasmine/七里香

2004-07-29T18:28:00.000+08:00

yesterdae downloaded the preview of jay's new album... Orange Jasmine/七里香 .... the lyrics quite nice... quite chim also... the fang wen shan chinese poWer! who wans can ask from me..

todae is happy dae... hee... cos i get to see tat babe again.. budden i didnt get to tok to her.... haizz i shy la... aiya... can see can liao... budden got one guy kept toking to her... somehow jealous abit.. hmm nvm nvm...
oh ya todae celtic fc won man utd... i won 50+.... got money pay bus concession le... hm.. oh ya tml got ete test... my worst subject... jialat liao... sure fail.... heng tml got hopnite and adventure seekers... can see tat babe again... muahhahaha...
hmmm tis afternoon... i got iac project... met up wif yewwei, buck siong, big cow and beatrice...so happy sia.. alot of riddles and jokes... lucky cindy got teach me the 4 stories trick...who wanna try the 4 stories trick can ask me...
aiya i like no heart to study in poly sia.... all the subjects i don like... its basically d&t, physics (moment and electricity) and Add maths and how plane fly.... somemore in class ppl is like distracting each other... jialat liao... i go try learn abit....

first time posting...

2004-07-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

tis is my blog.... mine... i don wanna stuff everything inside me. if my thoughts offended u then i'm sorry. hope this bloggy can reduce my stress and pressure.... =)