Sunday, September 12, 2004

Luck.

believe in jinx?
someone who is unlucky all the time. i am not a jinx in everyting muz definately a jinx in luv life.

Yesterdae morning damn sad. pillow filled with tears. called my best fren in np to go out wif me. yong liang and daren. went to daren house to stay overnite. bet soccer again. i noe its bad but i muz. if not u feed me? ok nvm... i told them, when i suay in love life, i super lucky in money. True enuff, we got a straight winning the whole nite. win money... they very happy... but i tell them i rather lose.... they turn over and call me siao.

i did something which i also don understand y i do tat... everyppl msg me asking y and tell me i should not do tat... i dono how to answer...

todae... daren and yongliang agreed to go swimming and relieve stress... in da end no one go... nvm... then came home... came across this question.

"are we still friends"

replying to tat person....
why does a simple confession leads to so much...? peers kept on telling me to act fast b4 others do. so i did. stupid is the best word to describe me now. rejected indirectly. i am sure if "tat guy" tells u he likes u, u will not hesitate.
i tried to act as if nothing happened on the second dae of the bazaar.hmm was i over sensitive or was i ignored? i lied to myself telling i was over sensitive.
so are we still friends? u ask yourself. whatever u say , will be. i trust u.







tears... ||4:16 PM ||