Monday, August 02, 2004

haizzz... my fren's granddad passed away...so sudden... haizz... i also feel very sad...i think she also cried ba... hope she don get too sad over it...
haizz... nvm nvm... i noe one place in ngee ann... very relaxing one... located at blk 46.. budden all my fren don like there... they say no plug for laptop... they dono wat is romantic man... always cramp at the small project room play game... watch anime... still say wan study... bluff me there.. so crap rite.. like this i rather go the relaxing place and read notes by myself... at there really makes ppl mood better... hope i can bring her there and maybe let her relax ba...
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i always feel that i don belong to my clique... i am so extra... they can tok about alot of things which i don understand... they like... english stuffs... like.. eng songs.. eng movies.. then i very chinese oriented one.. i like chinese songs.. chinese movies.. chinese mtv... and even speak chinese .... then erm... they like cars ah.. can remember all the cars' name... i don even noe.. haizz... i got nothing in common wif them...

sida from yuhua.. hardworking budden sometimes ignore ppl when studying... bo pian... budden he also nice la... can chat wif me... then he always say just joking to prevent conflict... gdgd...

mark... from sji .. too clever for me.. everything he say... i got nothing to comment.. he smarter.. i just shut up... hmm always teach me schwork stuffs... also heng got this pro around to teach us..

wesley.. born in the wrong family... should be born in america... he can curse the whole china everydae... he very frank.. he don like wat he say wat... sometime very hurting.. budden wat to do also?? i just shut up lo... i guess he also got scold me behind my back... cos i noe he scold ppl behind their back also... he also not tat easy angry type... can take jokes...

jonathan.... too gentle... budden i don understand y they call him jonagay or gaynathon he not angry... maybe he don wanna fan lian then break the frenship... if got ppl always like tat call me i sure scold him in da face... hope don always get bully... nice guy man... u will not have any reason to hate him... cos he very nice..

yuhang.. from taiwan... suan ppl so power... also very hurting... i also just shut up... budden he sometime really very nice... i rather tok to him on net cos he will not suan me over there... over net he can really be very nice..

yongliang.. also always tio bully... his suaning power also not bad... budden haizz... he always kana suan by yu hang... saying his pimples or wat... haizz saying him like tat got wat use.. its not tat he wanna have pimples... after all he not tat bad...

ajax... came to aerospace by luck... with lousy psle and lousy o levels... once used to be very blunt with words... he learnt a lesson and now improve... more sensitive to words... wanted to say sorry to all the ppl he offended... his temper not very gd... budden will try to control... he joined alot of cca not becos he very free.. cos he wanna make more frens.. he noe the importance of frens after tat lesson he learnt... he get distracted very easier... and his studies like very lousy...

after all.. this clique like not very united also... maybe becos they hang around only for a month.... budden i noe tat i am still super extra... i play bball they play soccer... our taste is very very diff... i like cute things but they like chio things... then they will just say "wah your standard so low ah??" its becos our taste is diff.. its not tat my taste sux.. nvm i guess tat sooner or later... its either they kick me out or i leave.... although i hate loneliness......



tears... ||1:43 AM ||