Wednesday, December 22, 2004
i think its about time...
i think i don wan torture myself anymore... lets end it once and for all...although its a 100% failure... i still wan to try... then i will leave... don wan to see and remind myself again... bye peeps i will miss u all..
this blog will end soon too.
tears... ||1:34 AM ||
Sunday, December 19, 2004
Missing*In*Action
wahhhh very long no see u guyz le.... Tas peeps...miss me not... kinda busy.. and some activities... either not informed or busy or not confirmed by council whether can go anot.... so... missing for quite sometime...dono whether u all will forget me anot...
muahhahaha i went to some dinner and go style my hair in toilet... like dam nice then i take pic... the pic DAMN FUNNY...SEE SEE
tears... ||11:30 PM ||
scary...
yesterdae after my ground school lesson... i went home wif a fren... on the way back... at woodlands mrt station... i went to top up my ezlink and he went to the toilet... then i go find him... and got this ah pek look straight into my eyes and smile... for at least 5 secs b4 i quickly go in the toilet... tot he might noe me or wat... then canot find my fren... i go out and the ah pek look and smile at me again... then like wan to approach me.. damn scare i quickly walk away then he folo me... then stand at one corner smile at me... wtf man... this is the fourth time got ah pek folo me... arghzz then i pang seh my fren and faster take train go home....
tears... ||1:50 PM ||
Sunday, December 12, 2004
12 days no blog le..
sch start le... timetable packed again... only wed 3pm finish and thurs 1pm starts.... the rest office hours again... then after wed 3pm and b4 thurs 1pm... i go flying club... so my panda eyes will never be cured...
oh my IS class... got ppl i like and ppl i dislike... fark.. hope he kana kick out of sch... asshole!
no news from Tas... they busy nurturing new batch of councils...
oh... the trip to haw par villa.... really no time sia...sorry sorry..
YFC... graded high average... forgot is get 5/7 or 5/8 marks... i only remmeber its a 5 i got..
oh ya... recently hooked on morning musume mtv... super like them now... help me look out for their posters!! especially takahashi ai!!
tears... ||10:20 PM ||
Saturday, December 04, 2004
busy busy busy!!!
Once after da anniversary nite... tas went for outing... sentosa!!
ok.. me daren dora teresa pok dan alex sharon gou zhen khairi and travis altogether.
the previous nite b4 sentosa, i was at daren house.
at daren house, we both logged in our msn... then daren used the wrong account to msg guo zhen to imform him wat time to go sentosa... he damn blur... don even noe daren writing style.. and even said one very funny sentence when we use daren account to bluff him... "no lo.. u are the one who dono who is our singapore vice president.." LOLZ DAMN FUNNY WE LUFF UNTIL PENG!! SINGAPORE DON HAVE VICE PRESIDENT LO!!
next next morning... we late wakey... so i went home to pack... daren meet dora and teresa to makan... reach sentosa.. play play play... got one part... daren and khairi almost drown... haizzz daren buey zai la... lucky tas president saves the day... *claps* for alex..then at nite go home..
the next dae...
morning went for youth flying club... late... sibei sianz... kana tiao by the instructor... then fly... muz remember buildings... so hard... then blur all the way.... jialat...
after tat went causeway point to meet daren dan and gou zhen... then walk walk abit go gou zhen house play... damn big.. 6 rooms flat.. his bro also very cute.. we tawn at his house... then suddenly daren say something damn stunning... i huh very long.. then ask him repeat.. "i think hor.. **** like dora" OMG its a ger lo... possible a lesbian case. then we discuss discuss.... got some evidences...
another next dae...
went for yfc again... ground lesson... play com play 4 hrs.. then go home... sch starting liao... sibei sianz....
tears... ||10:20 PM ||
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
Anniversary Nite Part1
the previous dae, went for yfc.. damn tired... slp until afternoon.. then wake up.. sharon ask me faster come...
ok it was raining hard.to save money.. took 157 to bukit timah shopping center there then walk to sch backdoor... enduring the rain, i walk my way up the "slope" to the backdoor.. just few steps b4 the door.. i wanna cry.. it was locked.. sianed,i reversed and walk towards the kismis and enter through there... when crossing the over head bridge i was so scare.. of lightning.. it seems like i was the highest there with my spiky hair standing straight up... darting across the bridge, i was thinking if i die now, what are my worries.. my family my girl.
ok upon the alumni function room, kinda surprise to see everything was set up already. seems like i indeed did nothing to the subcom.choosing me into subcom was a bad choice after all. then everyone went off to take your formal clothes, leaving me behind to look after the things.. then dora came in wif full attire.. attractive sia... then i also go change.. hmm not bad.. i ownself also think i shuai. LOLZ. nvm la my own blog i bhb abit.
part 2
event started... i helped out by ushering.. giving out things... mingle wif guests... hope it helps... event quite ok... it seems like last min of panicking and helping each other build the strongest bond. oh and the deejay.. i dedicate song.. like no body hear him at all... k nothing special then.. oh ya.. tian yin promised to come also put my aeroplane.. ok then event ended... so mixed feelings... happy and sad.
part 3
subcom is no more, no stress. subcom is no more, no much chances to come together too.
we all went back to the meeting room. the debrief starts. i just sat there. looking down. not speaking my mind at all. sharon saying "good job" yet complain so much. saying next time next time, there will be not next time! saying we do other ppl job too much. she asked me to help szewei one lo.. somemore location she keep changing... as if i really have the final say.. its her show actually. keep changing location, my planning has to be aborted. then each of us had to give feedback all this. the PROs commented tat some ppl are not forking out money to help. i kept thinking... "izzit me? izzit me? if me just say my name!" i cant help thinking. after all i only forked out around $45. its not tat i am selfish or wat. to think tat i got no allowance, my mom working so hard to get $1100 a month, my school fees, my dad retrenched, my bro going into poly soon, and my youngest bro is not in a normal school. haizz.. suit them. then until AD, he said tat we bear grudges all this and even said the fark word.
part 4
we went to the alameen to makan. me and ah pok was walking infront, toking about wat happened during debrief.. and toking about youth flying club..seems like he got the same passion... pok u got chance one.. jiayou.. then reach there.. decided to smile. since its our last. then i went on disturbing ppl . i look at travis and stick my touch our and wet my lips.. like seducing him.. lolz... his respond is just okok la.. then i proceed to dan.. same respond.. then i told auf and teresa to watch.. i show it to alex... he responded wif his tongue out too lolz.. then lastly to szewei.. LOLZ IT WAS SO DAMN FUNNY... he give tat sha xiao.. silly smile... LOLZ DAMN FUNNY SIA! then after some time i went on the second disturb. i use my leg and secude travis... same respond.. noting speicall.. then my leg very hard to stretch to other ppl... i ask auf to make ah pok... while i prepare my video cam fone.. hohoho ITS DAM FUNNY TOO!! who wanna see can ask me lend u see dat clip in da fone..then pok took my luvgety foto to see.. passing around.. me and siaoying pic... aiya its just a luvgety pic lo.. i took 2 luvgety b4 only... first one stolen along in the wallet... second on this one lo... somemore i also turn the back face up.. y they still misunderstand sia..
just after we paid for the food, iask AD izzit me he refering to. he said everyone including me.. then i tot.. nvm since now also ok liao..then me pok and dan walk infront to talk again... until we went back... alex auf pok sharon teresa daren and ad stay in clubhouse to play dai dee... dan szewei and travis watch incredibles... jiayi aizhi and dora slp.. me play laptop.. sianz until i go read on ghosts to try scare myself... read on end of the world stuffs like wat happen after sun die... crapz.. then help her cover blanket.. sat there until morning.... until they all wake then i go... after all.. there no ppl to look after the things... and girls slping outside i also worry... then after tat go home slp!!
subcommers
Jeff
although u went to india, but during the meetings... can tell u are one nice guy... can discuss thigns wif u one... nothing much i guess..
Sharon
sharon... seems like u are the one running the show, the one controlling and the one complaining... hopes tat after subcom u don behave like chairperson liao!! outside of subcom u are still one nice person.
Travis
hmm very hardworking... writing down everyting we said.. always the earliest.. and did a great job during the event.
Daren
haizz.. although u did a great job on the event also... i still think u put too much time on other things.. like initiald and stuffs... i think u overlook some of the most important things... u once said auf and me was your buddy in np... but think... are u really tat close to us? i certainly hope u are.
Auf
a very very gentle guy.. responsible to his work. hope can go your house tawn again..
teresa
not very close to u.. although got misunderstanding... budden hope tats all over... =) peace!
dora
hmm i think if u piss wif something... just say out lo... ignoring ppl and giving a black face is not gonna help. ppl dono wat u thinking. don always piss wif small things also... your smile look nicer though hehehehe.
szewei
did quite alot... althought tat fork stuck in his ass kid is not here... nice temper also..
jiayi
loud and unreasonable. rated crazy ger.
dan
although starting u seems quiet... budden actually u very power... muz let sharon noe u power one ma!!
pok
happy go lucky. gd fren to tell secrets.
aizhi
although dono u well also... budden hope to see ya around
wilson
power. rated power becos u can stand a crazy ger as gf.
ad
hmm nothing much.. i also dono wat u actually did.
tears... ||1:00 AM ||
Saturday, November 27, 2004
OG shopping
hohoho went to OG in bugis to gai gai.... hmm never underestimate the the tenacity of women. they can shop for very long time without buying anything. walk until i so tired sia... nevertheless..it was fun...
Youth Flying Club.. second lesson
Todae early in the morning go to yfc.. take exam.. hoho i copy like no body business... then had our safety lesson... hmm.. so excited.. tuesdae i will start flying liao... one to one wif instructor.. i kana posted to instructor Siva.. heard that he is gd budden he give low grades... met shi liang at there... he also kana Siva... true enuff his grades all just pass... jialat liao jialat liao... my pilot career like fading away... muz go lot1 play the jap airline arcade game liao... daren wan go anot... i fly my plane u drive your initiald... muahhahahaha!
tml is the anniversary nite for tas
finally the nite is here... its not tat i looking forward to the nite... its tat i looking forward to having lesser responsiblity... budden i will miss my subcommers...
tears... ||11:41 PM ||
Tuesday, November 23, 2004
visit to auf house and aishah house.
12.30,woke up by khairi. asked me to meet at paya lebar at 1.30... and obviously i was late and i went there myself. reached his house, din expect so many ppl. all from tas but cant expect everyone of them to put a smile on me. hmm whenever "TIA" situation happens, i will just be very quiet... and tat day happen to be TIA. nvm then just stay there... rot.. nothing to do... until evening.. went to northpoint to get aishah a present... me pok szewei and kevin bought one pooh bor kia for her.. which is pooh bear's wife's son. if u noe hokkien u will noe wats pooh bor kia... and also celebrated francis bdae... so nice... i don think anyone will remember mine. ok then reach aishah house... watch badboyz2 then after show end we go liao... then in the train,pok ad and me tok cock tok cock... hmm ad and pok can be trusted!
tas again... vexed
anniversary nite is coming... and i don really wans to bother about it... just feel so down.. and tasic... finally see councils' true c0lour.. making me somehow feel so strange so faraway from tas family. after some of the tasic quarreling or such... i already don feel like going near the club house. not wanting to see some ppl. i think i just be a ghost member like wat yong liang did... aiya.. got one big problem in my mind... still pending.. this will decide my lifestyle my fate in poly.. socialable or loner.. flirt or nerd.. enjoy or rot..
tears... ||2:24 PM ||